I was in the middle of my writing, when a message from Google popped up at the right lower corner of my laptop screen. The first one was a subject of “You’re hired!” but that was only up to that. It was a trick to get someone’s attention to read it. Its real intention really was just to offer a job. Uhm! Not interested since I already have one and it is quite suicidal to have 2 jobs at the same time especially if it is in the same field—aaah writing?.
Then, another message popped up again. What intrigued me was the strange subject and snippet. I am used to seeing pop up messages from lots and lots blog feed burners but that one was different. Without hesitation, I immediately opened my Gmail. To my surprise, I was totally in a silence speechless shocking mode... and what else you can think of.
It was actually a reply from my months ago application for Qatar airways . The rants of a twentieeees travel drama queen was all there. ...my vision to travel the whole world and the advantage of being a cabin crew to slowly make those come true. Does it make sense? Uhuh! I wrote something there, I think the days or the duration Qatar airways will reply after an application was submitted. I’ll check that first now.
The letter stated a period of 90 days after I receive another reply. But as I try to count the days back, it was only for a period of 56 days.
Now, the real battle is which road should I take?
I got a reply giving me the opportunity to pass my CV at their office. But that neither signals the start nor the initial step. And who knows as to how many applicants are there.
But then again, I’ll end up wasting this opportunity if I’ll never grab this.
Picture it like a small child staring up at you waving,
“Hello, I am down here. Can you hear me? Can you see me?”
Yes of course, I totally see you but just not clear enough and a bit blurry!
This kind of opportunity may be a bit blurry at this time, but how can I ever see clearly the road ahead if I do not even have the courage to take it. So, I pray...
Lord,
Please, give me the courage and strength to endure everything what is ahead of me.
The courage to accept failures,
the strength to learn from it.
Enlighten my mind, so I remain firm in whatever decision I will make.
So, whatever happens along the way,
I will not end up with a heavy heart.
That I may always see beginnings to every end;
Sunshine to every rain,
It may not be a rainbow
but as long you are just with me,
I am assured of my safety.
I know you have the best plan for me.
Let us do this together Lord.
Amen.
Sincerely,